Sunday, June 13, 2010

if only you knew

anger hate there aint more i can say so sit back n listen to wat i have to say I will always love u even tho the fact is u will never no i guess im pretty good at keepin my secrets
to myself n no one will ever no i anit afride to tell u how i feel but some shit i just keep away so no one can say or think they no how i feel u werent even there so how do u no how
feel i mean i barley no u n u can act like u no my hole life sometimes i feel like i could tell u all but the just runs out n our time is up so hold on so u can just hear one last
thing before i end this i never told u but ur the only one i can trust i never have to be afraid of bein judged upretty much have been through the sam shit as me cpet ur straight forward n there is some
shit i have said that just makes me want to go back n erase it so no ne knows then i wouldn't have to stay up worryin that it mite get to someon it will hur it can be pretty deep to som wat i say but
others just think i have problems maybe i should forget ie een mentioned any of this to u cause y would u care u have ur own problems fuck i mean u dont even want to see me at this point rite well i guess ill never no cause i fucked up so bad that it makes me mad just thinkin bout wat i did or said so lets just make a plann wait its too late i already have a plan im gettin locked up n cant ever see u again so wats the point of a plann i should just burn it cause it got fulshed down the toilet along time ago we all make mistakes n im sure u no that but sometime u cant ever forgive me for it i fell like i made u feel like a fool i need to apologize but im sorry that will nver happen im so scared of what woudl happen if i even mentioned ur name so some shit just has to stay loced away n forgotten tell we met again

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