if only you knew

anger hate there aint more i can say so sit back n listen to wat i have to say I will always love u even tho the fact is u will never no i guess im pretty good at keepin my secrets
to myself n no one will ever no i anit afride to tell u how i feel but some shit i just keep away so no one can say or think they no how i feel u werent even there so how do u no how
feel i mean i barley no u n u can act like u no my hole life sometimes i feel like i could tell u all but the just runs out n our time is up so hold on so u can just hear one last
thing before i end this i never told u but ur the only one i can trust i never have to be afraid of bein judged upretty much have been through the sam shit as me cpet ur straight forward n there is some
shit i have said that just makes me want to go back n erase it so no ne knows then i wouldn't have to stay up worryin that it mite get to someon it will hur it can be pretty deep to som wat i say but
others just think i have problems maybe i should forget ie een mentioned any of this to u cause y would u care u have ur own problems fuck i mean u dont even want to see me at this point rite well i guess ill never no cause i fucked up so bad that it makes me mad just thinkin bout wat i did or said so lets just make a plann wait its too late i already have a plan im gettin locked up n cant ever see u again so wats the point of a plann i should just burn it cause it got fulshed down the toilet along time ago we all make mistakes n im sure u no that but sometime u cant ever forgive me for it i fell like i made u feel like a fool i need to apologize but im sorry that will nver happen im so scared of what woudl happen if i even mentioned ur name so some shit just has to stay loced away n forgotten tell we met again

White lies

I just sit here thinking everything is gunna be alright I mean you would never do anything to hurt me but I was wrong the day I met you was ment for disasters I only go deeper n deeper n this hole as you get farther n farther there anit shit I can do besides sit here you keep tellin me you love me but how can i belive you when you just keep leavin me i mean this anit the first time you have walked out ill just think maybe tomorrow will be better shit anything can be better then havin to listen to your dumb ass shit I cant even stand to look at you let alone be by you see I try so hard to be nice but then you just lash out at me n act as if I anit human alls I can do is smile n walk away its not like its the first time I have heard this shit so just shut the fuck up im sic of you n your little gamesgo ahead say what you got to say im tired of you n ur mouth keep it up n ur gunna get ur ass shot things just dont ever seem to turn out the way you want one day your my buddy n the next you sum completly different person so make up you mide cause I can only deal with you for so long........